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Princess Diary ଘ(੭ˊᵕˋ)੭* ੈ✩‧₊˚

The ultimate fan page for the girliest fan girls.I'm Euphoristar; I go by she/her/hers pronouns, im 16, and I'm biromantic. Welcome to my castle of wonders(ᗒᗨᗕ)

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What would you do if your childhood best friend suddenly confesses to you to finally overcome their inferiority complex? Confession Attack follows Hana, who decides that the only way to finally beat her academic rival (Han Jianwu), is to mess with his head before their midterm exams. To her surpise, it completely backfires on her, and she discovers that Han Jianwu has held affection towards her this entire time.

I normally don't lean towards straight romance, specifically because I find a lot of the troupes to have minimal chemistry or it'll be the magic of attraction within biology, but this one's kept me hooked. Hana! Get your feelings together, please! She can't decide whether or not she actually likes him, and I feel for him! It's a messy situation; Hana can't decide whether or not she sees him as an actual man, but she can't just let him go. But also...the second male lead?! I didn't expect him to have feelings for Hana..and now I feel bad, because I want to cheer him on. However, I know she isn't going to like him back. Nothing but drama...and I'm addicted.

I find it hilarious though that i'm getting mad at Hana, because I KNOW what that confusion feels like. IM A HYPOCRITE!

Don't even let me START with Hirano to Kagiura.

If you're unfamiliar with the name, it's the side couple spin-off to Sasaki to Miyano, following the story of Hirano and his roomate, Kagiura. This manga is by no doubt, one of my favorites. The slowburn HURTS. A few handful of chapters previously, Kagiura--Hirano's atheltic, charming, younger roomate--confessed his romantic feelings towards Hirano. Hirano couldn't neccesarily decline; he loved Kagiura, but just not in a romantic way. And so, Kagiura proposed 10 seconds of romantic touch a day, just so Hirano could question whether or not he could see Kagiura in a romantic light. AND FAST FORWARD...MANNNNN ITS GETTING GOOD .

Hirano is experiencing the very same feeling, he's just oblivious to it. He wants to see Kagiura, he misses him whenever hes not around, he's reminded of Kagiura in small things, and he wants those 10 seconds to last longer...? But beware! Hirano is completely unexperiecned with love; we find this out in the new chapter. Hirano cannot differentiate romantic and platonic love, he didn't even know it's normal to WANT to kiss someone.

I find this chapter really silly and heartwarming, not because I've been a fan of it for 3 years now, but because I also resonate with a lot of the enlightenments and epiphanies Hirano is currently experiencing. I've never been late on the crush game, I've experienced them ever since I was young. The complications; however, came when sexual attraction became part of the factor. My crushes never went father than holding hands or hugging for...a LONG time. It was very innocent, puppy love (and I still wait to see the day where it becomes something more...). I've been told im abnormal for that, to never desire more, but WHAT DOES EVERYONE ELSE FEEL?!?!? Is it NORMAL to WANT to do that to someone?!? And if so, HOW am I the odd one out?!

I resonate with BOTH Hirano and Kagiura, I love the humanity embedded within both of them. The absolute yearning and want on Kagiura's end, and the uncertainty and curiousity on Hirano's; they make a great pair in that way. It's a great coming of age unfolding.

~ Looking for royal isekai WLW stories! ~

I got a Wacom Tablet for Xmas (thank you to my parents!), so no more messing around!

I've been trying to draw at least for an hour everyday. I really want to improve so I can draw even better fan aty. My animations usually do well on TikTok, usually ranging from 10-35k likes. I love making fan art, but wow, do I wish I could draw even BETTER! So, I'm going back to the basics, and I'm relearning eveyrything. The most uncomfortable things for me to draw usually consist of backgrounds and perspective. I HATE drawing backgrounds, I like drawing characters! And a lot of the anatomy...man do I feel like I've lost my skill. But what i've learned from learning a multitude of hobbies, is that failure means learning. And I am, but I definitely feel a lot of anxiety. Time anxiety has been hiting me like a brick recently. I graduate high school next year, I need a job, I have to complete my service hours, I have to start saving up for university, I want to do all my hobbies but I don't have the time, I still have dreams for the future I don't know if I can achieve if I dont get better at my skills; it's an anxiety inducing time for any high schooler--it's junior year. But! That will not discourage me. I will push through, because I love drawing. I always have.

I drew teacher Izuku, rendered it and everything. I used greyscale to achieve the "flawless" look, and I think it went well! The hair turned out to have lots of depth in it; all I had to add were a few lightlights to get that contrast. I tried watercolor, but I'm shit at it online. I also began a Mizisua piece, but MAN do i HATE doing line art. I like paiting, but I gotta get line art down!

I've been having second thoughts about the secure route I've made for myself.

Originally, I was 100% going to go to college in my hometown. The plan was to get into the honors program to reduce my debt, and get on my feet faster. But then, I decided to watch "I saw the TV Glow" at two in the morning on December 31st, and that quite literally resurfaced all my desires back up to bay.

The topic of university is on everyone's mind right now in my grade. I even wrote about something similar for my person essay this semester. I wrote about how drawing was ultimately the gateway to my multifaceted attribute. But anyways, let me make this clear: the movie's metaphor was intended to be the topic of being transgender, which was displayed beautifully. I; however, resonated with a lot of the identity portion in that. The ultimate message of the movie being "live by taking risks, or never find out" hit me hard. I sat with myself for awhile after this, and realized the whole scheme I've deluded myself into doesn't align with who I am. I've gone through all the "dream job" labels, and I'm slowly discovering I really dont like any of them. I started at becoming a software engineer, then I took a coding class. And well, it's not like it's NOT useful, since I ended up here with it. I clearly use it, but I HATE doing it (or at least in my class). I'm good at it, I score nothing less than 95's on all my exams, I just hate it. Then, I pivoted to aerospace engineer. The problem? I've never TAKEN a physics class. I HATE THE PHYSICS TEACHER AT MY SCHOOL!!! So, knocked that one out. Then, I came across womens reproductive health in my human anatomy class, and currently, that's what I have chosen.

Now, what's the problem, you may ask?

I think I would die if I had to study stem. The workload would KILL ME!!!!!!! But again, it's not like I'm bad at studying. I take pride im my grades, ESPECIALLY because I used to be a horrible student. I got my algebra 2 final back, and I got a 97. DO YOU KNOWWW HOW INSANE THAT IS FOR MEEEEEE??????? My scores havent fallen under 95, and so, I've deemed myself qualified. But then, is that what I want?

If I could be anything, I'd be a webtoon creator. And if I could go anywhere for university, I'd go to NYC. Sounds corny, I know, but to be surrounded by insanely creative people all the time, MEET new people? Wow, thats what I want. If I dream it hard enough, who knows? It might just happen (and maybe an angel will give me a scholarship so I dont drown in loans and debt).